The Diet Plan Dilemma

Hello again strangers, a lot has happened in the last few weeks I guess since my last post. My fucked up school suddenly dismissed my AWESOME English teacher without giving any explanation (as usual) and leaving us curious as hell wondering what actually has happened and this is a major problem. As teenagers, who if I may add already hate the school, we wanted reason. We want to know reason why certain things happen and when the school is messing with a 7 hour subject per week, they better had a really good explanation for us. Then again, the school is pretty much fck up so it is quite useless to expect them doing so.

Second, I have been eating like a pig. My calendars are filled with lunch and dinners. It's so crazy. Here's a perfect example:

14/9- Monica's dinner at Signature, Kempinski
I ate pasta, steak, peaking duck, a bite of cupcakes, asinan, 2 sushi...can't remember other stuff that I eat there.

THANK YOU MONDOTTT!!! MUAH MUAHH!!!

Taking pictures with polaroids :3

more polaroids

BEST PICTURE EVER!!! LOVE YOU JOVIEE!! :*

15/9- Section A: family lunch
I ate dimsum and if anyone of you know Chinese people's dimsum, you don't just eat a piece or two of siomay or hakka. You eat A LOT OF STUFF. I ate PORK, SIOMAY, DUCK, KWETIAW GORENG, FREAKIN FRIED RICE, BAKPAO, VEGGIES, AND EGG TART. Just look at that list!!!! It's crazy.... and those are the food I remembered eating....damn

Section B: friends
Although I might have eaten lunch with my family it was fate that I meet with my beloved friends: Clarissa, Alyssa, Nadia, Hans, and Josh. I LOVE THEM TO DEATH AND I'VE MISSED THEM QUITE TERRIBLY!!!! So when we do meet up, we kinda get a little crazy. Making this short, I ate Rainbow cake and Red Velvet with them. PS: I LOVE YOU CLARISSA FOR PAYING THOSE DELICIOUS CAKE!!! XOXOXOO

Section C: Bintang's dinner
Yes, I went to another friends dinner, and you do get the point of eating a lot so yea....

with da girls

there are other pictures but it might take a while....

16/9: Family lunch
I can't even imagine that I have another lunch....what makes it worse is that it is filled with PORK. Not that I hate it, but they are soo godamnn delicious!


So you might start to guess the background of this post's title. Most of the girls in my class (or my school if I may add) have a really good body and me...well a little far of the end. hahaha but I hope you do get the point. and the girls are having these diet going on, especially because they are having their sweet 17 soon. and I thought, hey, diet might be a good plan for me.  All I have to do is to eat fruits, veggies, and meat only. How hard could it possibly be?







until I realize that I LOVE MY FOOD.
It might be wrong, but I do love food. I wanted to have a great body but to give up my food...that's something else. So I'm really confused and these dilemmas are not giving me any justice. gaaahhhh this is so stressful. but on the bright side, I'm not giving up. Gonna find alternative, other diet that works for me. So wish me luck!

xoxo, A

My once upon a time body target :')