Me.

Here's something that I never tell to anyone, but it's time for the truth.

I can travel to any place I want with a blink of an eye. From a crowded room. From the boring classroom. From myself. and From reality.

Call me a wallflower, because may be that's what I am. Someone who sees and knows stuff but never was a part of anything. Sometimes, I got sad over the smallest detail that didn't go right. And most of the time, I think too much of stuff and people that is not important. That's why I am going to commit myself to something. To give it my full attention so that I won't get distracted by my own mind. 

So for those who might wonder who I am, this is yours truly. Weird and awkward, A.

Goodbye 17

Okay, it appears that today will be my last day being 17. I'm still unsure of how I should react. At some point, I wanna scream,  "OH GAWD, I'M 18!!!!" and at some point, I just can't wait to start a new year of my life. (Cliche, no?)

My 17 year of my life has been filled with worries and anxiety, and somehow I wanted that to change. I'm 18 for goodness sake. It's time for me to enjoy my life and there would not be anything that would really worries me, I hope. I'm done with, "I'm not going to be able to go abroad" drama. I'm sick of, "What does my friends think of me? Do they hate me?" and obviously, I should stop underestimating myself. May be it's true. All this time, I've not give myself enough credit for all that I've achieved. No more fear. 

But 17 was not at all bad. 
Why?

at Alyssa's

Jogja with these peopleeee

don't ask

crazy cousin photo-time

who would ever thought, huh?

dinner party

at Jesslyn's

Stupid and crazy moot court team

Because my year as a 17 is pretty AWESOME and these were just part of the story. So here's to the end of a great year of my life and the start of being 18.

XOXO,
-A